3 years ago today, i was naive.

2 years ago today, i was drunk.

1 year ago today, is a blur.

&today, i am finally satisfied.

i am thankful i am a different person today

however cliche it might sound, or "country-bumpkin"-- (hehe?)

i am thankful for Jesus. for Him coming and fulfilling the covenant. and for Him liking me, and for wanting to know me. for accepting me as i am.

three years ago, i was in so much pain, so much heartache. i felt like i was drowning in my personal abyss, one that i had created, on my own.

it's nice to know it's not me. to know that it is not i that screwed up, but it was/is Satan all this time.

sometimes, i sit in awe, wondering how it is that i could've been placed in a situation that perfectly led me to my Jesus~

to know that REALLY, there is a life for me after this, that Jesus is my hope.

&on top of all that, i have tara, my personal gift from God, a ray of light that shines through any darkness i may be surrounded in. i love you~ forever~~