Thursday, January 28, 2010

confusion in the clear

"I don't want to hurt God."


this is one of the largest struggles i've had with my life.
for a very long time, i lived my life under legalistic law. i always thought that i had to do things for God, be good for God, or God would be disappointed, be hurt.

then, exactly one year and 3 months ago, i entered the doors of glory and truth, and never turned back.

but often times, i wonder, if we are made so perfectly in His image, if what we feel, He feels, what then about pain and sorrow? too often than not many have argued that as a parent, if a child disobeys, then it hurts the parent. &i am once again stumped.

but then, quick to strike, as if lightning touched my very soul, i am shocked.
who are we to compare mere parental love to the UNconditional love that God gives us?
what does unconditional mean? you say you know, but do you really know?
it means "not subject to any conditions"---
i don't believe that parents have unconditional love for their kids. often, parents can be selfish, they are not always giving giving giving, but they take take take.


are not the wages of sin death?

you think if you sin, God is sad?
God gets pissed off with sin, you idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the ONLY reason you are going to Heaven, the ONLY reason God sees you and smiles is because of JESUS!!!!!! and PRAISE Him!!, He rid us of past, present, future sins!!! when you say that you accept Jesus as your God, when you acknowledge Jesus as Son of God, Jesus dwells in you and you are born again, you are an empty shell with Jesus inside you. DID YOU KNOW?! we can enjoy God freely!!!!





so what is this nonsense of hurting God with sin?
if that were true, you would not be hurting God, God would strike you down and kill you.
so please, calm down, stop worrying, and just enjoy. :)

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